cooopout: (and i've stumbled my way back)
Izumi Shingo ([personal profile] cooopout) wrote2012-10-13 11:23 pm
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boggart aftermath

[he's just sort of walking aimlessly out by the forest, his clothes unkempt and a completely lost look on his face]
regretnooothing: (Get a chance the moment)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[taking slow steps forward.]

We all saw terrible things. Ankh saw us demeaning his humanity and hating him. I saw you and him calling me useless and telling me to never return and throw away my self-centered desires.

I'm sorry you had to see those things, but and I would never say those things to you. They aren't true. I wouldn't go back to calling you something that rude again.
regretnooothing: (I’m panicking over whether I’m right or)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
They aren't true.
regretnooothing: (I understand!)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Ankh loves you. Hina loves you. I'm here trying to help you through a process I would never wish on anyone else. Id we hated you or thought these terrible things about you, we wouldn't care like this.

I don't mind your feelings. I'm extremely flattered you have such strong feelings for me even after watching and hearing all of the terrible things I've done. Most would and have abandoned me over it, but you wont.
regretnooothing: (Reset the emotions)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Ankh isn't going to let go of your hand that easily. If he's holding on, then I'm not letting you go either.
regretnooothing: (What's gonna happen we don’t know)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
Camp is the one who told you those things, not us. I do mean what I just said though.
regretnooothing: (When I got home)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
How are you feeling?
regretnooothing: (You can join it easy)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
About the same. After what camp did, it got worse. The ice has started, but I can't control when it happens yet. It was hard to fight that situation to begin with. It told me to throw away the only thing fighting it and I could just feel it worsen faster, as if my body is slowly icing over.
regretnooothing: (Can't hold back our high)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[His skin feels cold to the touch with just traces of warmth. Reaches up and places his hands over yours]

Thanks. [a pause, and then speaks softer] I hate this process.
regretnooothing: (Is it a trap or a trick?)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
[moving his arm around your shoulder then, keeping the other on your hand. He closes his eyes, trying to warm up with your warmth]

I am too.
regretnooothing: (Open our secret door)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
[stands there with you, enjoying the warmth on his cold skin]

Ankh is worried about you.
regretnooothing: (I’ll keep trying & trying each possibili)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
[nods against you a little] He's worried about both of us, but you the most.
regretnooothing: (The ultimate decision!)

[personal profile] regretnooothing 2012-10-14 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
We were handcuffed to each other and my ice happened on it's own because I was upset. I told him after that because he was confused and upset that I didn't tell him it was happening.

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